Brought on by the message left on the voicemail today giving me 24 hours to worry about the future here and alone.

Call me at my office when you get this message.  Wish you could have eased my mind if the exrays were unclear instead of leaving me wonder what you might have found.  Since the adenomous cells were growing elsewhere can they be here too.  Is this what’s causing the neck and shoulder aches that’s been bugging me for a month.

Sleeping on this fear will give me little shut eye tonight especially without you here.  I hope I have the right to say a prayer of thankfulness for all these years of good health and a hope to offer this fear up for my children so their health continues as good as mine until the information given tomorrow when I return Kelly’s call.