And today is one of those days, I just feel like doing nothing.  I’m up, yet that is as far as this day has proceeded.  My mind is working overtime on all the things I need to accomplish or could accomplish but today just isn’t a “I got to do that” kind of day.

I envy those that have their to do lists and yet as soon as they “Do” they find more to do.  I’m beginning to think that CNN is affecting our way of life by always having breaking news, our way to compete is to have an unending – to do list.  This is and never has been my forte.  A to do list to me is a dictation of pen and pencil directing me to do things in a logical order that my right brain does not wish to follow or give independence to.  At the end of the day the to do list sits, nothing crossed off and leaving a feeling of failure which in no way stimulates one to continue. The list in my mind, which continuously changes by the minute creates a series of doings that pleases me and forms my day of productivity. To each his own way of accomplishments.  My drummer not only beats a different cadence but does more of a shag rather than a march though each day traveling to the end of my 24 hours of daily living.  Left behind will be a wavy path with unfinished tasks as seen through the eyes of others but to those that know and love me the path will create a void that only they will feel and miss.