I find that at my age
Many things don’t interest me…
Other’s drama, opinions on things
That don’t affect me, others views or
Opinions of me…
I stay away from what is unimportant
Or things I can’t change or that
Which I have learned from years of trying
Don’t matter to others….
My life has shortened to the point
Where dust continues to fall
And now doesn’t bother me at all…
If it bothers others, let them dust.
Food and meals no longer rule my days
As I find, like all Gods creature what is
Needed to stay alive is always nearby
and now only eat
When hungry, not on a schedule
Or in great quantities…
The later in life that one realizes
That joy and love outranks all
The sooner happiness begins…
Alone time is needed for contemplation
And loneliness can exist in a crowd…
Acceptance of self is more important
Than popularity as God intended
One to excel with the gifts He implanted
In your soul and not in the thoughts,
Ideas or expectations of others…
One entered solo unless a twin
And will leave alone, at the hour
Of God’s hand…
Therefore at this age..,
I realize that God and I have
A closer outlook on what needs
To be accomplished to sculpt me
Into what He wants, intends and
Needs this child of God to do and Be….