Is not a life I want anymore…

I have no bucket lists

Although my hubby does…

List are not adventurousness

They are confining and stuctured

Not spur of the moment…

Tomorrow I may not want to do

Or go where I may have thought

I might today…

My kids don’t like that I won’t commit…

I no longer want to do what

Others want me to

Nor do I want to do what

Other think I ought to do…

This is my time… the end of

Expectations of others….

Of my era of responsibility

Working, worrying, meeting

Deadlines or Monday thru Sundays

Shoulds…

Reading, gazing, wondering,

Praying, junk food, sweet tea

And now three hour Dentist

Appointments with students

Learning…

I told them I have the

Time and will enjoy helping

Them acquire expertise

With my unbusy life…